Wednesday, March 16, 2005

What's been going on..

To be honest...not too much. I've been working on a website about stress and anxiety, that keeps me pretty busy, but not as busy as I'd like to think.

I sometimes wonder how other people seem to make time for things in their lives. I always feel like I am the most frustrated busiest person in the world. (although I know that cannot possibly be true) The fact is I don't do a whole lot....Correction....I try, I just don't get a lot accomplished. I spend my days stressed out and worrying about all the things I have to do. I can't seem to learn to take things "one at a time", but I'm working on it. My frustrating job has a lot to do with the amount of stress and anxiety that I feel. (A story for another day)

I'm finding it hard to get out of bed during the week and my heart races and legs shake on the way to work.....my head is spinning. I'm on my lunch and trying to cram my thoughts into a 10 minute blog. Being here and trying to work on my anxiety stresses me out even more. I need to separate to two.

As I mentioned above, I started a hobby. I've been working on a website about stress, anxiety and motivation. I find it incredibly relaxing to work in it. I've been applying a few techniques which I'll get into another time, but they seem to work as long as I'm concentrating on them. (which I am not at the moment, I'm racing through this blog to get some thoughts out)

Anyway, I think I will sit down this weekend when I can relax a little and write about my thoughts a little more.

Lori